There was always a disappointment
in what he found – as if upgrading [a
joke lads on his site had employed] –
as if this year’s model was a classier
alternative to his wife – He found his
choice not as flawless as he dreamt
[& with that his conceits were ruffled
& his worn cock limped] – no more a
sure thing [endless porn had tugged
him tired] – his callouses scraped her
skin in thickened touches across it –
across [forty-plus] years of stretches
[against sensitivity] & not hard [now]