This is my fifty-fifth year of birth
and on my over-rehearsed day
there are fewer cards and family
to mark my unintended arrival
This is a turn of further mistakes
made worse by another weight
set around my neck –
my huge bird which awaits blessings
but such luxuries are not sent –
not in time for unwrapping today
and not as easily bestowed gifts
to be untied from this tired birthday