Glyndebourne’s turbine
is that active youth high
on my quick horizon/ In
my foreground a spire’s
weathercock [in uniform
gusts] is less/ God’s bird
pivots indifferently/ Spin
is left to that upstart – it
bleeds sparks/ I’m ribbed
by honest blows as nails
are hammered close by –
perhaps a fence? Here a
kid kicks a ball & another
in a skip [perhaps reclaim
of streets is underway &
they will rewind my view]
Tag: climate change
That scent is thick
That scent is thick
of summer’s weep
of sweat under my
pits [slipped brims
will not offset fears
of skin cancer]/ My
plots to escape will
fail/ No tunnels yet
completed/ So – no
Tom-Dick-or-Harry
will save us/ A war
of words over heat
won’t win [fades to
a catastrophic era]
Your cars idle – A/C
cools you [fuck ‘em
all – we deserve it!]
& our PLAN B slips
from sweaty reach
It rattles
It rattles – as if a thousand
thousand bottles of drugs
are shaken [to reprove my
lacklustre skills in ticking a
prescription off – as thuds]
50 gram tablets – for God’s
addiction to sorrow-hits &
we wonder why July’s now
a monsoon season/ British
summertime’s hiss of burnt
offerings on wet barbecues
confirm it/ Global warming
& other seasonal shifts piss
down [inhale rich stenches
of methane’s quick release
& other disasters below us]
Our Last Songbird
What day is it? Does it matter
to anyone - perhaps for those
itemizing them now? I dunno’
I’m a chancy man [chav & liar]
among low canopies of song
Envy is mine – their names are
half-known – all descants new
even though I have listened to
them [countless times] before
in other coppices – other ways
We freewheel blind & armed –
so forsaking archaic relations
to & with & of – as if moments
no more matter & we are not a
scientific fact – we are an ugly
creature keeping to First Laws
of Motion [we become forces]
& having writ such rules shiver
them apart – with no remorse –
no hang of head – unless dead
& then we count those missing
souls & breeds – no songs left –
& we howl had-I-wist as if it did
really matter – as if we cared &
felt – but we are liars – perjurers
Flood Pains in Uckfield
“It was reported pigs
were moved to safety”
as Olives Meadow [&
lowly places] readied
river defences / Bags
of sand had been set
to safeguard that fine
dry cleaners down on
Bell Walk [no relation]
Locals dozed [steeled]
for damp renewals of
a [now] normal trouble
as my ex’s shed [sorry –
‘office’] sat tormented /
Such sudden erections
should be kept high up
[to miss wet torrents of
our flood-thrusted Uck]
Flood Alert
I am on a long-bet flood plain
An elevated gravel path leads
beside pumpkin-cut grimaces
Eight grin-lit detached houses
bid shameless sharp views of
rooms & rooms & rooms [It is
too early to draw our curtains!]
& I walk [spectral] below sight
lines of slipped lounge lizards
on an orbit back to my ghost’s
town / Not much has changed
[apart from rain] in my scarcity
Troop-hoofed paths capitulate
to further boot tracks – to trails
of dogs & bikes / There’s more
rain on its way! / Amber flashes
heighten concerns for riverside
mortgagees [reviling long bets]
Here pebbles melt into grass &
a playing field – untouchable to
kids at this time of year – now a
playground [of sorts] for nosing
dogs & their equally dull owners
[my tribe of lead & turd carriers]
A hill rise – between doped rides
of swings & slides – then there is
my grey Ex-wife – I pray she can’t
see me – but prayers never work
on side-raining days – & my plea
is unanswered as she raises her
voice as if to her dog [but to me]
& I’ll vomit [spew?] all her letters
back at her – spit – no matter how
wet it makes her [Love is a route
to hatred – if your lover lives a lie]
There are no wagers now for our
solicitors or mediators to pursue
My climb finds me sitting – a rest
as my dog runs rings around her
bitch – I’ll call & she’ll return – see?
Desert Lined
As if lined Nazca will ever be deciphered
Geoglyphs were man-pressed passages –
a way to work out their god’s failed plan
among desert rocks & cracked ceramics
Cahuachi collapsed after deforestation –
as if a quiet prelude to our imminent ruin
By satellites [& drones] their paced paths
confuse all hypotheses & feed ignorance –
they growl with each dug hard exposure
of bone & cracked container holding only
air – will our remnants also crumble – will
we leave any account of why we declined?
If this accident will
Kurt Vonnegut Jr didn’t believe
that your glaciers would thaw –
they are frozen [eternal] as are
man’s wan desire for a crusade
[as enduring & always present]
Those to-war fools [& oil-dupes]
will not agree what will slacken
beneath / Battles will be fought
for water’s last spill [So it goes]
But glaciers will not be involved
as our nations burn without war
& our conflicts shift [So it goes]
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My Bodies
My first body pumps coal blood –
strata – not veins – my black toxin
dug at by my antecedents & now
burning in our ravenous furnaces
My second body sucks stuff from
machined seams too deep to see
& bays for copper & tin heaved by
poorly-paid labour in toiled places
My third body will not take painful
slights of air or sunlight’s touches
& will only feed on what remains –
toiled-thin soil & scarce resources
My fourth body will not know how
we managed to f*ck it up – just so
My second body will be disgraced
by a dragged out record of shame
My third body will not be able to fix
such avarice – a beneficiary of less
& will worry more than I’ll impress
upon my fourth – my nefarious self
A Drowning at Sea
I will loosen four circles –
four can yokes/four loops
Four collars – four nooses
or four buoyant garrots as
a fifth still holds them all –
no – I will not save our sea
It took one of my forebears
off Sunderland’s cold shore
whilst my father was pulled
underneath for days & days
in submarines – an unnatural
act – a voluntary Mr Bartley?
Whilst my five rips will never
keep any ocean or turtle free
from tugs of alcohol – instead
I will get drunk again & recycle
The Shortest Day
Time has not yet inclined enough
to coerce any kind of difference –
perhaps later – sometime in June
when we’ll see our pined-for light
[stuck as we are – in addled mud]
Our need for summer dried paths –
of kicked up grit – of lifting dust –
of seeing our harder route ahead –
no more digging out trod-in ooze
Scorched days will be our saviour
is a rumbled thought under clouds
But we forget how humour sweats
under a higher temperature in our
too quick to exsiccated landscape
Longer days will not find us shelter
from any localised weather events
& so we reshape our collars & caps
to make this shortest day bearable
Look Away
There are too many to read
or understand –
no chance
in our burning time
of warmer days –
no time left
between climbing high tides
We will never comprehend
what we see
when we look
overhead at spitting lights
beamed at 186,000 miles
per second
And then even more bared
by your long-gazed appraisal
as we chart
our growing ignorance
of what is beyond our reach
No time left for us
to fuck them up as well
Sirens
In that moment
when your cup tips
you will sip
on emptiness
It is already too easy
to taste nothing –
too easy by delineation –
another failure
but a profitable design –
a greedy manipulation
We pass tipping points
as lost time is re-defined
by low mutterings
about our obvious losses
but still not openly
noted –
not tabloid-known –
Still unseen less stuff
Enter no payments
against overdue bills
Forget out-of-print
backorders sought online
Dismiss forthwith
learning other languages
Possibly embrace
Morse Code’s flat voice
Forget your mortgage
and overseas trips
Come with me under
a protective stairway
Pray – It is now too close
to that fearful time
of no refills or top-ups
Old bombs will drop
Grandpa? Not Yet
Look! Waking white etens are tailwind-struck by onshore gusts. That tall flock of unfixed turbines. Into Kemptown they will march by France’s orders beyond La Manche ..
A readied Grandpa story – not yet –
not now – not pinned – not aligned
above high tides by unseen wordy fixings –
by birthdays – yet again – by cakes with candles
blown out – Once more – and finally out
Those one-legged giants were plummeted
into cedings – by borings into seabeds
through lost layers of petrified trees
into our once-forests washed off-shore
Let me tell giant stories to your children –
about hundreds of acres before this began
Our grandchildren do need to learn
that history is scribed beyond this land
Eremocene
It is impossible to maintain
a rooted perspective –
Heraclitus observed
as he openly wept
It is not the same river
but we are also
not the same people –
that will be my shooting stick
to lift me from stiffnesses
of age and old iniquities
Those rivers now rise
under too-warming urges
My car’s curved high glass
requires less screenwash
through summer-flown months
There are no insects to smash
All through it my kids sit blind
behind their bright-eyed phones –
we do not know how much less
they see on their screens now
Inside
We sit stuffed
inside
our bleak dioramas
alongside reduced in number
pandas –
just another
close to extinction creature
which thought it was
way beyond Ma’ Nature –
now tipped by selfish
imbalances
Her cruel
countermeasures
will not let us survive
our
climate changed summers
outside
Birthday Presents
For WM, on yr 15th
It is now that time
we scan around
and make honest
our current account
of fouled landscapes
and our – ever – endless
opaque cloud makings
by cheaply-oiled flights
over raised high banners –
bearing boasts of growth
and much-much-wealth –
as if such heavy hauls
leave no poisons – no trace –
no residues – no spillages –
no inhaled lead in blood
And tell them how
it will be
in ten years time
or twenty more –
or whichever
we can hope to bear
And look with me
into their eyes
and say –
Kids this will soon be yours
to fix – Good luck
Amateurism
I want your planes to stop
I want your cars to stop
I just want to hear my stick
atop this pitted blacktop
and be able to name each call
of fifty-ish birds –
that is all – before
their loss from our low land
London Sweats
A fan-cooled idle chauffeur
slumps
in his employer’s slick black
double-parked Mercedes
with its engine left running
for working comfort
as it stokes London’s
smoke-free zone
Kensington High Street
puddles
with our fat drops of sweat
See my old man’s back of death-damp –
patches of sweated whisky and beer?
They push me to seek
short-lived shelter
alongside a hundred others
of every nation
in air-conditioned shops
with wide open doors
We all become refugees
with changes in weather
Serpentine Paths
Today wary Canadian geese
avoid paddling screams
from lido-blue rowing boats
finding cooler shade ashore
and rich landed pickings
among flat pressed patches
of lawns below London planes
where an hour’s respite
was snatched
by shade-hungry office bodies
A flaked Royal Parks bench
holds a mother and her boys –
silent with ice cream smiles
Here we share recovery positions
as both boys bum-shuffle
to their right – making an old man’s
space
I see what I will again see later –
strangers’ glances at unknowns
Now at her clothes – her veil
I built this park – in my working days
I planted most of her trees
and laid clean sand for her gallops
I should be able to name
more than London planes
as my known path takes me
to David in Fitzrovia
Like Greta
Find utter calm before fear
and be too brutally honest
with your known-self – first
Listen to bigoted bar-props
seething with Sussex-hate
about France – French – prices
Only lie to save another’s life
and carry all truth before you –
as a banner of fixed colours
Old men sip their local beer –
despising lives of foreigners –
none will summon them here
Innocence breeds wisdom
whilst that contrary state
feeds on greater ignorance
And then detailed discussions
of travelling – retired – through Europe
They always hate their neighbour
If Greta Thunberg stepped off her bus
and walked through this village of idiots
she would still carry her banner high
These old men of East Sussex mutter –
behind beer head white moustaches –
about another bloody foreigner here
Dairy Parlours
Sweet stinking cattle
of Brough Hill
our machinations
are latched on to you by
German engineering
sucking you near to dry
With such heat –
you should wear white –
this is now a foreign field
of burnt harvests
A limited release
of back catalogue
memories land me
among kids with Uzis
in Tel Aviv – then south –
to be met by my family
and dairy farming
without pastures
Words for Mud
We trampled under re-tugged hoods
across even wetter exposed ground
like low-eyed parlour-set cattle
both of us making that slab slurp
as we pulled our sucked heels
from immeasurable puddles
Stoach – was it uttered as mud
and air and boots glued? – stoach
and slab – discarded once-words
now rarely spoken – only by smeery
glazes – by worn pathways
There Wealden clay will complain
as hill-walked hours wear it away
Time will eventually reverse to tell
what truly lies beneath our feet
Then all our losses will be obvious –
no flights – no travel – no sinking islands
on TV – we are making errors here
Temperature At Thirty Three
Our shaded half
hides me from heat
Year in and out
we seek a shelter
My solution
is to meet curtains
right before
sunrise and shut
out each degree
increment of hate
and stupor
in this house
whilst others fling
and swing – by hinges –
openings to
let warm winds in
which is one more
difference – one more
theft made
by a cruel thief of time
Furze
They grew low gorse
alongside their homes to
thorn-tie bright laundry
under drying high winds
Clym cut back high furze
and disappointed his wife
It is a rough plant for sure
but promises – or removes –
depending on your view –
kisses by force of fashion
It was an uncrossable border
in my common land youth
There was a story of a man
recovered from a thorny whin
by a coastguard helicopter –
help waved down by his hand
Furze flowers were yellow pebbles
for insects to skip between
It was my first time on Ashdown
in a too long time – and bared
gorse was my quiet surprise –
We have lost natural assurances
We once knew a season’s place
by month-ends and blossoming
Also here: Places of Poetry
Breakages Will Be Paid For
If we retune our focal point
to close-up local degrees –
before losses mount and tip –
we will shore our existence
Beauty is frail underfoot and
to be stepped lightly upon –
not a fixed distance of
uncrushable listed hillsides
Those huge labelled targets
are easily miss-able
Our urgent responsibility
is in within our short reach
of to-touch and other such
breakable display items
An Untitled Insect
It once had a name –
by dint of those
orange-tipped wings –
and on my tongue’s tip too –
a too-rare flitted hurdler
of garden hedges and fences
No one else cared
Such is our loss of simplicity
that even a vibrating bee’s hum
seems misplaced – mechanical
Our young dog was spell-bound
by a fat black house fly –
I no longer swat them
One Word
Over six thousand
languages
may not adapt
in our short time –
under these
fleet-to-melt days –
to define
our recent misprize
We may never find
a finite word
to headline this
imminent collapse –
of my land –
of your land –
this land’s made
for you and me
Our recourse
won’t be in songcraft
or in bleeding
apologies
to those who look
at this – from then –
and those who left us
clean legacies
On either side
of our personal abyss
we will still tilt
and lever that width
in which we will fit
our half-life guilt
of consumerism
and thrilling greed
We old men of grey
and women in beige
have broken
everything –
without a word
to our kids
without an apology –
we don’t do sorry
Do not travel
unless you do not return
Reduce our desecration
of crushing
of what just about still exists
by not coming back
to report your travels
in books and glossy mags
Horde
Nobody knows
how to garner –
we do not leave
one of the clutch
to encourage more
for sure provision
Take everything
is what we teach
of gathering ways –
we will decimate
as if our suck on
that last pulled bone
of a flightless bird
was an easy meal
Our blinkered rapacity
rolls through to sit
as stinking stools
for our kids to shift
Pound Store
My authorised version
of the holy book
declares that avarice
will kill us all off
which we declaim aloud
being self-anointed
by those inner whispers
of our godhead voices
Our gor-bellied lives
of fulfilment are fed
by our sating purchases
drawn down from less
Our bounties are mounted
under rented roofs
which we brace with debts
bought from richer fools
A momentary fear
meets a mirrored mall face
a lost reflection
in our buying game
We have nowhere to store
next year’s seeds
Our homes are stockpiled
to meet instant needs
Our righteousness is always
hard at work
filling our lives
with meaningless worth
Warming
Each bared upper branch
is sunset-torched
oxidised
reddened
by that last touch of low light
off this third month’s fooling dusk
A slumped red hour
ending a widely-held disbelief
of an unexpectedly warm day
in March
once marked by late snow
but not by my fifth decade’s
birth date
now re-set by
summer’s early incremates
but we are equally annoyed
by a chill off this cooled evening
after sunburn at midday
in spring
Bee
Their massed die-offs
are merely statistics
fixed by white-suited
pollinators
in huge trucks of profit
who are forever re-filling
their hired-out hives
between pollen buyers
and ramping-up bee prices
Colonies will collapse
under modern diseases –
by man-spread illnesses
and by slicings of trade
Neonicotinoids may kill
the striped-arse armies –
but other – larger forces –
shade their sun-dance ways
Shipping Forecasts
We will struggle for storm names
and typhoons will be numbered
in the Northern Territories
We will enjoy sequential weather
and buy rain and shade covers
in equal measure for such events
Extremes will be downgraded to normal
They will re-define old tide charts
re-draw shorelines and flood plains
But we will suffer drought and wildfires
through months of cracks and widenings
without the squibs of English summers
From across the channel tiny migrants
will swarm in the blown air to find succour
among failing crops in Kent’s dry garden
We will struggle with Biblical excesses
and nature in the new ways of weather
which we will not be able to name
The Bird Table
That waking ear-fill of true birdsong –
as if found – was in truth brought on
by my flickknife choice – by my cutting
at connections to streams and channels
full of self-satisfied chattering
My re-designed distance from others
is freeing me from time’s smother –
to clear air and breath – no misty poisons –
no more breathing in expunged words –
those wonder curls of sour exhalations
We had massed – no more pas seul –
for crumbs – to sip at our shitted-in pool
of held rainwater and waded warm piss –
We were fattened on sour disturbances
which festered as their offered titbits
making us so sick – so we did not dare –
there – to old wintering in the warm air –
instead – we consumed – I am unable
to make it to your shared high place –
I am off – I no longer feed at your table
Climate Strikers
For B.M.
Your handmade sign
is stood ready for Friday’s
demonstration against
your distrust in our ways –
My grandfather’s choice
was the Peace Pledge Union –
he then had a quiet war –
his boot on his spade’s shoulder
as he sliced dark soil in England
so claiming a holy conscience –
in that amorphous mass –
who sought God’s thoughts –
No placards – he sent a postcard –
a small weight of words – first class –
to show his sense of disbelief
at such waste by warmongers –
Carry your panel high for a day –
and then again seven days later –
there is no one else to speak out –
ever since God quit your world
By Love’s Light
For LB & JB
A lone traffic light beyond Kemptown
oscillates with near-nervousness
as it instantly switches between colours –
older-type bulbs – now made redundant
by lower prices and higher brightness –
once took time over their slow instructions –
But we no longer have that eased luxury
as we drive at our uncontrolled speeds
through a few more degrees of change –
Queen’s Park’s leaf-naked rooted troops
lift prayers for god to temper wind speeds –
it’s bloody hard work staying upright –
for plants – for people of various sizes
before rolled surges of shingle-lifting wind
and air-thrown salt kisses – rust readied –
My car cannot settle when parked up –
a moored rocking effect upon its axles
almost slips me into sleep’s slowed nod –
but my ajar window is a penny whistle
played by the gale’s fat-puffed cheeks –
and it jolts me awake to my missed cue –
bringing me back to my nervous state
about weather not carrying old-line labels
and of less comforting climate forecasts –
Within fifteen minutes I have driven us east
to Rodean Cafe and a high view out
to Brighton Marina’s rigid lines at sea level
as repeated waves crest in a broken spray
over a long curve of that rebar-pinned wall –
smug like a reinforced Canute – to stem tides
like mine – under this nameless rage
of a nervous separation and blast-tipped fixings –
I say to you both –
By love’s light – there will be a slow change
Finding Signs
There is a languageless rule to reading puddles –
to understanding such first-glance nothingness –
their impossible silences before trod-in signage –
a gauging of place – now – by such offered inches –
ones dredged by tyres – those in unfettered lees –
below busied hedgerows – there held evergreen
against all buffettings – such pleshes can guide
you when compass-less – a small-ish understanding of
nearby prevailing wind helps to fix your position –
known conditions assist in your marking a route
by each reading – taken – it will give you knowledge
not spoken to others from your stared-at puddles –
and flooded plough trenches – and by potholes –
by rain dropping – as storm-clock worked droplets –
and of damage done by such small repetitions
over time – as nature finds less is left natural –
then you will need a new sign language
to name each stranger season of weathering –
whilst you struggle – again – to pass your folklore
without old landscapes to bind your tired stories –
as floodwater-and-thirst rise to alter all readings –
except those re-told by your oldest survivors
of what they saw before – in muddy gatherings –
their earliest evidence of man’s impact on earth –
as Robinson attested – as he circled heel-and-toe
on virgin sand – to find a matching disappointment
in himself at marks he made – huge ramifications
Latitude
Our eucalyptus tree
is now my distant
Australia –
Our olive tree
is now my recent Israel
and in-between –
in our English garden
of other imports –
our thirsty plants
look more suited
to wetter climates –
they limp without
the pull and whip
of overnight water –
English summers
play redefined dates
of season starts
and season-ends –
They struggle whilst
the olive and eucalyptus
bear climate changes –
as if born to the latitude