She always expected holidays
from home [as if a pre-booked
excursion would hoist weights
she wore since prior escapes]
A fortnight’s sunburn [day one]
& then recover – thirteen more!
We walked from rented rooms
to rented sunbeds – later off to
nights of rented booze & Good
food – but not as good as home
cooking – I miss a decent cuppa
Our kids sat abroad on devices
A family respite & memories of
what holiday breaks gave to us
I cannot loosen that weight she
placed on me in our last resort –
She didn’t deny her love for him
as she talked – she lied – abroad
Tag: holiday
Fighting in Newhaven
Here Ho Chi Minh – under
his pseudonym of Thàn –
served travellers’ pastries
on a French ship routed
from Newhaven’s docks
His silver service ways
and polished tableware
have been long-buried
under that now piled skyline
of scrap metal and waste
Still a French ferry – but today
slipping out to diesel rumbles –
with beer-plied pleasure seekers –
holidaymakers – and
a deck of saturnine truckers
In this light a ghost-white hull –
Turner’s Fighting Temeraire –
awaits clearance to enter
and roll her weak bow wave
through her last high tide
But she is no more than a fret
breathed out by those who lust
for lost British sea power
This slumped harbour reeks
of sun-dried fishing nets
Below its fort’s high facade
Newhaven’s battalion collapsed –
West Beach fell to le Tricolore
Sussex were druv when a strip
of her sand was lost to France
It would be easy to follow steps
and reach an edge of this island
but stupor and heat keep me seated
Rust is pre-eminent in Newhaven
There is no revolutionary cure
Hesperidium
For JD & GD
Here, in the sun,
I tally their fruit,
counting the oranges,
among a thousand leaves,
as my cup of tea cools:
I reach into the tree
and pull, with twists,
a dozen, perhaps,
which are set to gravity’s
hard rule, magnetised
in the white fruit bowl.