Am I rebuffed by your cooling love?
I tremor under naked phone lines –
oscillating – now wind-touched –
Silent are our words in the wires
which we strung to allow such whip –
Without voices they are set to squinch
and tighten before a snapped mishap
of misunderstood tensions – of speech –
No text – no reveal – such cold harm
here – left open – rough translations
like the coded language of telegrams –
Are muted signals your intention?
And I’ll sit by my phone – as if
your voice is the waited-for-gift
Tag: mobile
Old Devices
We’d race to get the telephone –
stating our number as rote taught –
our mother in her poshest voice
but rough for sister talk
Relative news transmissions –
but not intended to be heard –
I knew nothing of kindred facts
’til I stole truth from her words
We were ignorant between acts –
maybe flattening an irksome book –
we’d stare through the yellowed nets
whilst half-tuned to loosened talk
We tugged at the reluctant drawers
where our history was lost and found –
there tucked between old table mats –
sepia smiles were loosely bound
News bulletins marked the hours
or were shoved through the letterbox –
that narrow window on the world –
ink fears of the Eastern bloc
Ignorance was a short-lived bliss
in those disconnected times –
no algorithms on our wrists
to redress the truths and lies
Call Ended
When I touched the button
and killed our discourse
I ripped with emptiness
then filled with remorse
I cannot handle
these telephonic wars –
I start thinking out loud
my unspoken thoughts
I struggle with distances
logged by servers and silos –
those creeping tendrils
gathering ones and zeros
But my ear is pressed
to heed numbers you say –
of your long hours awake
and your days still away
We have lost the buttons
and slow rotary dials –
these phones are devices
which hack our denials
Deleted Facebook
This phone feels lighter
after I deleted the app –
today I’ve restarted
with a single act
No pushes from Facebook –
that microscope
into others’ lived lies
and hashtag tropes
My thoughts were narrowed
by the blinkered view –
No yearns for ‘Likes’ –
No fear of peer reviews
Mobile
The area code was known
to me
and for a few footsteps
I wished it was bad news
such that would end it all
my troubled family history
which crawls from me
could be sorted within seconds
instead it is another person
calling from the same place
and not the dialled news
of a family death
