Skinny Dipping

Summer stinks of still water’s
raw scent – a dredge by heat
from a slickening olid pool of
oily mud [its fetid underbelly]
My dog tugs me quick to it/ I
pull her back – some days we
are dragged under by others/

You’ll watch your lover plunge
& swim in miasmic reservoirs/
You’ll see wide lakes lure her
under [a body of stilly waters
suckles below its still surface]
Unsuitable alternates – an eel
bubbles – you watch her dive

once more & ask her to stop –
but she cannot/ She will never
assay to explain [or apologize
because it is not in her blood]
& do not expect honest lines –
they will not be enough – eels
will convene in shallow waters

& people drown in less/ Here –
more emptiness – of dog walk
days & no scent of dignity left
as ponds evaporate/ Truth will
drain as blunt fish knives slice
& as bloated bodies scream –
hollered pain won’t evaporate

You Are Reading This

Listen – dear readers who yearn to dredge
my mind/ You cruel voyeurs will suckle for
viable insights/ You’ll read to refresh fury/
Such versified rushes were never obvious

but now a feast/ See my tongue’ll split as
I refer you to a rarer voice – D H Lawrence
& his venomous gold snake – also sipping
from a shared pool – & mused a moment

It is your choice in clogging heat as sterile
days suck desire from work desks/ Victims
climb from ink wells & sweat bursts below
sheets & no thirsty nibs will plough at text

No quarrels to flood holes – dug by words
into baked mud/ Mounds of rhymed stuff
will trip fools up & break your scrag necks
[so CTRL-C & copy all my summer’s verse]

That scent is thick

That scent is thick
of summer’s weep
of sweat under my
pits [slipped brims
will not offset fears
of skin cancer]/ My
plots to escape will
fail/ No tunnels yet
completed/ So – no
Tom-Dick-or-Harry
will save us/ A war
of words over heat
won’t win [fades to
a catastrophic era
]
Your cars idle – A/C
cools you [fuck ‘em
all – we deserve it!]
& our PLAN B slips
from sweaty reach

It rattles

It rattles – as if a thousand
thousand bottles of drugs
are shaken [to reprove my
lacklustre skills in ticking a
prescription off – as thuds]
50 gram tablets – for God’s
addiction to sorrow-hits &
we wonder why July’s now
a monsoon season/ British
summertime’s hiss of burnt
offerings on wet barbecues
confirm it/ Global warming
& other seasonal shifts piss
down [inhale rich stenches
of methane’s quick release
& other disasters below us]

The Shortest Day

Time has not yet inclined enough
to coerce any kind of difference –

perhaps later – sometime in June
when we’ll see our pined-for light

[stuck as we are – in addled mud]

Our need for summer dried paths –
of kicked up grit – of lifting dust –

of seeing our harder route ahead –
no more digging out trod-in ooze

Scorched days will be our saviour

is a rumbled thought under clouds
But we forget how humour sweats

under a higher temperature in our
too quick to exsiccated landscape

Longer days will not find us shelter
from any localised weather events

& so we reshape our collars & caps
to make this shortest day bearable

London Sweats

A fan-cooled idle chauffeur
slumps
in his employer’s slick black
double-parked Mercedes

with its engine left running
for working comfort
as it stokes London’s
smoke-free zone

Kensington High Street
puddles
with our fat drops of sweat

See my old man’s back of death-damp –
patches of sweated whisky and beer?

They push me to seek
short-lived shelter
alongside a hundred others
of every nation
in air-conditioned shops
with wide open doors

We all become refugees
with changes in weather

Serpentine Paths

Today wary Canadian geese
avoid paddling screams
from lido-blue rowing boats

finding cooler shade ashore
and rich landed pickings
among flat pressed patches

of lawns below London planes
where an hour’s respite
was snatched
by shade-hungry office bodies

A flaked Royal Parks bench
holds a mother and her boys –
silent with ice cream smiles

Here we share recovery positions
as both boys bum-shuffle
to their right – making an old man’s
space

I see what I will again see later –
strangers’ glances at unknowns
Now at her clothes – her veil

I built this park – in my working days
I planted most of her trees
and laid clean sand for her gallops

I should be able to name
more than London planes
as my known path takes me
to David in Fitzrovia

Temperature At Thirty Three

Our shaded half
hides me from heat
Year in and out
we seek a shelter

My solution
is to meet curtains
right before
sunrise and shut

out each degree
increment of hate
and stupor
in this house

whilst others fling
and swing – by hinges –
openings to
let warm winds in

which is one more
difference – one more
theft made
by a cruel thief of time

A Common Spotted Orchid

For JC

It is a highly successful
coloniser of wasteland
and not at all in danger

Both my Google Lens
and a quickie Wikipedia
yielded to your knowledge

Just an assurance of such –
there was no doubt in my mind
that you were right – none at all!

Seeing such beauty has an effect –
How can a thing so vivacious
be left – without being taken?

An uncommon allure
among easy rough grass –
there is more to this orchid

Such observations ran quick
as my eyes and mind
took you – assiduously –
from behind

Looking Glass

Mistaking a neighbour’s
two-stroke strimmer
for another trapped bee –
one more season’s reck –

it too duped this side
of fingered glass panes –
just another easy
summertime error

I lifted a cold blackbird –
paw-rolled after impact
with that same window –
taking it from our path

to place its fragile body
under a pile of cracked tiles
from your tipping stack –
kept for future breakages

And later that day my neck
was burnt by sunlight hours
away from your sad spite –
that which has me crash

headlong into double-glazing
and collapsing on paving –
Another easy mistake –
not applying sun protection

 

This Brexit Summer

Every upstairs window
was wide open
as if an exorcism
had violently willed
the throwing
of panes and drapes –

that unlocking
from the day’s hard heat
of still bedrooms
and even dark landings –
which up until now
were cool shelters

Such inflammation
is now an English condition
which is mishandled
in every negotiation
between couples
and sweated politicians

We will sit in shade
this July and not suffer
the rude temperatures
which expose flesh
and remove the duvets
but not for sex.

Dry

The curled grey hairs on my chest
are wrapped in a heavy gown
and hidden along with my old sags

Now I can negotiate the stairs
without forcing the shame of my flesh
upon any other eyes on that journey

The verges are the most obvious victims
of this summer’s unending dry torture –
as the skin on my legs flake with the heat

but then blister into zits under the rubbed oil
that I self-prescribe to calm my cruel itch
from which there is no natural relief

I lay on the bed – I wait for my tea to cool
as my stretched out bared legs prickle
and call for rape under my scraping nails

Early Rising

I let the cool air in over the parquet floor –
my temporary mistress for these few hours
before the sun fucks her rude heat
back into our brick and glass box

I said we’d need blinds to counter this
warming of the morning face of the house
But my pronouncements were stale –
like unpalatable coffee breath kisses

In the room without windows we had sheltered
from the fallout of this sky-dropped summer –
there for an evening of radiation off the TV
which in itself fed the ice-threatening heat

At this hour the bedooms are containers
of the sheet-shoved and half turned over –
where the poorly slept bodies simmer
and adjust to itched consciousness

It is only five o’clock but the sun has risen
at this point on the turned earth’s surface –
Soon there will be words about the weather
and requests to fix the sprinklers will be made

Bank Holiday

The curtain moves as if asleep
those slight adjustments

but set by breeze
which is laced with the heat

promised today
over the news

Roads will melt
old men will fade

skin will burn
to such rude reds

This is the latest I have lain
after another night

of the new normal
of wakings and stiffness

in the places of which
Leonard complained

BST

BST – day one
as seen from this flint field

high above the Winterbourne’s
pinned course

above rushes off a distant bypass –
that continuous inland tide

Here I listen for reduced birdsong
as seagulls are distance-summoned

by the hip-jiggered tractor’s
turn of furrow in another flint field

You have walked on – bent to misery
with me left here to rest

above this valley in our landscape –
with an extra hour of light

as if the clocks
had stopped
you leave me and sulk

The Path

I kicked at the summer
along the bosky path,
punting insects and scents
with each measured step
through spiteful nettles
and over-reaching weeds:
I was forced to dip, to avoid,
the slap of weighted branches,
pulled apart by my leading
companion, let to whiplash,
without malice, on this walk
through the dense end of June,
where the nature of things 
had been thickened by rain:
Here the blackberry blossom
advertised an abundant crop,
here the small dog had to leap
to make her own way through
the viscid grip of grasses
on the rooted public path
of stings and itchy skin.

Heated

A few weeks back,
this summer,
and I would be stood
in a mist,
but this ridiculous
month of June
offers no such
cool sleights
as I stick-click,
lop-sided, alongside
the sucked-slouch
of the muddied Uck;
then hollered at
by the diesel’s sad call
as it sights
the unattended crossing,
and all the time,
across Manor Park,
bedroom windows are flung
in an un-English surrender
to the day’s heat
still found in bricks,
as the padding fox,
so thin,
sets off the estate’s
choir of panting dogs.

Dad’s Cooking

I love you – hope meeting going well x
A text from his phone, pecked, auto-spelt.

Beyond the window, hinges bared to the heat,
he heard his boys’ repeat beseech:

Another game on the moss-marched lawn,
another day gone, a fatherhood mourned.

He fumbled with dinner, poured from a can,
which wrestled and spat in the unstirred pan.

Kids don’t eat salad, his menu approved,
he returned to his fill of exterior views,

of summer stretching, there below,
of the day reeling in, of longing shadows.

He called them to wash, hollered from the house,
the garden relaid by their boots on the mat.

As a fight broke out in the downstairs bog,
he travelled, returned, to his brother’s love,

that punch of youth, tested again and again,
of everything around them, a smaller world then,

no internet, no screens, no loose connections.
He put food on their plates, and matched expectations.